Children-Family

I was raised as an only child. My brother whom is 17 years older than me was on his own before I could remember and I was left alone. There are many positives to being an only child but none that I couldn't have lived without. Every part of me wishes I had someone to share interests with, someone I could call at anytime day or night who would understand every part of my life. Someone to call who won't judge you because they are blood. The bond between siblings is something no one should live without. Who will you have to share memories of your parents, grand parents if you have no sibling?? What person will have more common interest with you than that of your own sibling? I didn't have this .. I think my strongest intentions of my own family are to make it what mine was not. I want to take everything I know and learn from it. I want my children to come home to loving parents and have memories to last forever. I want my child to have a sibling who will never part from him, one they can share everything with. When my husband and I are no longer here I want my children to have each other to lean on. I only have one son and he just turned 3 he is amazing. Never could I have even dreamed he would be so charming, adventurous, high strung, loving, caring, energetic, and so full of life. My husband and I disagree on more than one child at this time. I just don't want time to get away from us while waiting for the "right time" to have a second child. I want them to be close enough in age to share same interests and understand where the other is coming from. I am a strong believer in everything happens for a reason and with time things will happen as they should. Although my heart isn't coming to terms with this on this one subject.....